"I was
dancing to the tune of the Vienna waltz that evening when I believe in you.
Your words touched my heart and made me want to believe that we were meant for
each other. Your words was unbelievable then, you told me you may had fallen in
love with me. But soon after that dance, I begin to believe in you. With your
words, I laid my heart to yours and believe in you that we could be matched. A
match which we satisfied our desire till the next morning. You kept on telling
to believe in you, although I had confessed I did. I guess you need the
reinforcement and I was yours, anytime you need me to tell you those words. Yet
you left me lonely after that day, and fate dealt us a blow that you are to go
far. You could had written but you never did to my replies. Yet I waited and
cried for you. It would had been harder if not for John who came to consoled
me. He told me that you are not ever coming back and I need not wait. I tried
hard to not to believe in him but believe in me, I tried harder each day. It
was not your words but the lack of it, that made me believe in you was the fool
I was. Goodbye, Jimmy. If only you believed in yourself that I did believe in
you. So tell me, how does it feel to dis-believed by one that had believed in
you."
The letter drop
from my hands as I weep at her departure on the ship. I wished she had believed
in me., that I was Jimmy then when my real name was John. For the nation I
served, I had to made believe to others to protect my name and the nation. My
servitude over, I had come back to tell her, but she won't believe in me. A man
imprisoned for years had changed my looks but never the belief in me. I am
still her love. Even though she was the nation's enemy as a spy.
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