40.
Queen Clarity sat at her
throne, while all her personal guards are missing. It had been like those since
morning, when she woke to find the castle empty of the servants and guards. She
looked out of the window and saw her army was all dispersing. Somehow during
the night, someone or thing had influenced her army. She could think of worse
things, but she got dressed and waited in the Main Hall.
First to arrive was Snow
White.
The last was Nimue.
“Hello, ladies.” Queen
Clarity greeted the ladies.
“Snow White, before I am
removed, please allow me to explain.” Queen Clarity spoke to the Princess. “You
were to be groomed after me.”
The Queen looked at Nimue.
“It was all agreed.” She
nodded to Nimue. “The news was to tell you on your eighteenth birthday but the
mirrors told me something else.”
“How could you do it? I was
replaced by you as the pretty one?” The Queen let it out.
“Pretty?” Nimue was baffled.
“I thought….”
“Being her replacing me as
the Iron Lady? No, I was all peeved when the mirrors said she was prettier than
me. I got
Mad. I wanted to get her out
of the way.” Queen Clarity laid it out. “Do you know how it’s with us as ladies
to be pretty? The men wanted us that way.”
“Clarity!” Nimue was upset at
the Iron Lady. They were appointed on the qualities of them being strong and
decisive. But beauty was assumed. She was pretty herself but as the Lady in the
Lake, she did not concerned herself with the physical looks.
“Yes, Nimue. I was upset at
her for overtaking me at such an early age. She would take the men from me. I
would be Queen in name, but she would be the real Queen over those men. Do you
know what it would feel like to be unneeded? Unwanted by anyone?”
“Damned! In this age, beauty
means a lot to us. Have you seen those men? King Thaddeus himself was
unfaithful. He was with other ladies; he cared not if they loved him, or craved
his power. They cared not for him, but his position as the King. I loved him
like I did with Gaerth. Since his death, I had others, but they were all empty
promises.”
“I used them like how the
King used me. He used me for his desire and when its was over, he chuck me to
take care of his daughter. That’s what we are; a mother hen. Or a harlot. They
named it. But do we actually earned it?”
“Clarity, you were supposed
to be the Iron Lady.” Nimue cut in. “You had the influence. You had the power
over them. Heck! They cared not if you are old, as long as you command them to
do what you want.”
“You were the Iron Lady.”
Nimue stressed in the point.
“True, but I needed to have
that genuine feeling. I needed love.” Clarity sobbed into the sleeve of her
gown. “Was that difficult to ask? Even for me as the Iron Lady.”
Nimue sighed. Morgana had
failed in recruiting a successor with faults.
“Do you know how badly I
wanted love, as a child? Raised among the ones who were ordered to love you.
That is not love. Those are false affection.”Queen Clarity blurted it out.
“When I was made Princess, I was asked to do my role for my people. People whom
I had not seen before. As the Princess, I was bound to serve them.”
“I did it all that. I served
them, and fought my own twin brother.” Clarity told them.
“Then before I was settled
in, you came to me and said I was to wed a King. So I can become the Iron Lady.
Merlin was there. He convinced me that was my destiny.” Clarity looked to them.
“Have you ever lose a child? The one inside you.”
Clarity looked to Nimue.
“Have you had a baby?”
Then she looked to Snow
White.
“Snow White, would you like
to lose the baby inside you?” Snow White stared at the Queen.
“You would not. I did it
because I followed orders. Orders that were given by them. I followed them like
any others; blindly and faithfully. Ain’t we all stupid? We are the women, the
slaves which followed orders.”
“Clare,” Snow White used the
personal nickname of hers’. “We understand now. Please accept my apologies. I
never knew.”
Queen Clarity looked to her.
She smiled at the Princess.
“You never knew. You were the
Princess. I was asked to take care of you. I was expressly told not to hurt
you. You were the precious one. All your King ever cared was you.” The Queen
smiled at her. “When I send you to the forest, even Gaerth defy my order. He
let you go. You then had the dwarfs to protect you. But who ever protected me?
No one.”
“You came back and waged a
war to overthrow me.” Queen Clarity glared at Snow White. “That’s gratitude to
you.”
“Enough!’ Nimue shouted out.
“The Iron Lady reign shall not be tampered by your weakness.”
With that, Nimue called on
the spell which created a vacuum around the Queen. The Queen did not fight the
spell, but fixed her stare on Snow White.
Queen Clarity died on the
throne like a Iron Lady.
Nimue disappeared from the
Main Hall. Snow White stood there looking at the Queen on the throne. She then
turned and walked away. Outside of the castle, Snow White looked to the man who
was to wed her.
“Do you love me?” Snow White
asked.
“Yes.” Prince William
replied. Snow White hugged him. In her mind, she believed him.
She had to.
She had no choice.
She is a woman inside her.
All she ever could wished for to control him was in her womb.
That was the only thing that
a woman could do that the man could not. They could do almost anything, but not
this one act.
Only the woman could
reproduce for them.
That’s’ why they are always
the Queen next to the King. He knew he could never do it alone. But she could,
if she was the Iron Lady.
For a while anyway.
No matter what, the King or
Queen still needed each other.
Epilogue
Across the land, Nimue
appeared before another Queen.
“Queen Guinevere, I confer to
you the role of the Iron Lady. May you ruled well next to Arthur.”
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