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“It’s time, my
son for you to visit your bride.” Gawain was ushered by Sir Haught towards the
chamber that he had laid in the night before. The Lord knocked on the door and
then opened it.
“Perhaps I need
to latch it from outside till I hear the sound of my grandchildren cries but I
shall be more …respectful perhaps.” With that Gawain was thrust head on into
the chamber. He was still confused on the events since that morning. He was led
by Helene dressed in a white gown with the fine threads of gold that displayed
the flowers on the hem and her forehead was crowned the bonnet of white with
the fresh flowers. Gawain recalled that he was paraded past the house hold of
servants which were only five and then stood before the Sir Haught with the
broadest of smile.
“There is no
pleasure that I would have today to see my daughter be wedded to you, Sir Gawain.”
Sir Haught bellowed out. “I will do without the details that encumbered such
ceremony and get straight to the reason for this occasion.”
“You may kiss
the bride now.” Sir Haught spoke out in a solemn tone but his smile on the face
was unmistakably reflected his glee. Gawain remembered he looked at Helene with
his expression between ‘I do’ or “Do I”. His opened lips were an invitation to
the bride who smacked her lips onto his. It was the first real kiss of theirs
and not under the oath of the sword but maybe of a concerned father.
“That binds the
love between you two.” Sir Haught then shooed the daughter off with the ladies
servants in tow leaving Gawain with his bride’s father and one other servant. A
toast was called and the drinks were served.
“Gawain, I was
married the same manner as you but I have no sword over my bed. In a way, it
was my marriage then for I swore to her my love soon after I took her’.” Sir
Haught laughed out. “She fought well and almost took my life but I was the
champion.”
“You..” Gawain
swallowed his words for fear of offending the other.
“Forced? No, I
did not. It was a duel of love. She declared that none may have her except in
defeat at the duel. I won and she ….well relented. I meant I was brash then and
patience was not one of my best.”
“Oh!” Gawain
laced on a weak smile. “I …”
“Helene may be
like her mother but it was the wishes of her mother so she placed the sword
there. I buried like over a dozen of them. Bloodied and their ….parts removed.”
Sir Haught stopped then when he saw Gawain stunned by the words. “Pardon me,
but as knights, we do kill the others. Be it a beheading or cut a limb but I
have never cut any one there. Not even once a vagrant that defiled a lady; I
had his head removed and presented to her. Cruel life but we survived.”
Gawain could
only nodded then and before he was to reply or lent his ears to more gory
tales, he found himself in the chamber.
The first sight he laid his eyes was on the sword which was no more over
the bedding but leaned at the far wall. Helene was seated at the bedding still
dressed in her white gown but the bonnet was removed. Her long tresses of hair
flowed down her neck to the back was alluring and at that moment Gawain saw not
only a lady but one he would love for life.
“My Lord, I have
drawn the cloth so that the sun would not blind us.” Helene motioned to the
windows. “I have also warm water for you to clean in.”
Gawain nodded
and then undressed with his back to her before he rubbed himself with the warm
water using the cloth provided. He smiled when he saw himself aroused despite
the scary night event. He turned to look at the bedding and saw his bride had
laid there like the previous night. His level of arousal fell but then the once
familiar sight was seen by him closer make him rethink his options. He climbed
onto the bedding and lay next to her with his eyes on the ceiling.
“Helene…” Gawain
spoke out in a low tone with his left hand reaching for her but he was taken
over when she rolled onto him and then sat on his knees. Her action did
incurred some pain on him and his knees hurt from previous wounds but the sight
of the lady on top was worth the pain.
“Helene…” Gawain
never could deny the pleasure of his bride who was undeniably versed in serving
a man. “By the oath of Olwen, I …”
It was late
afternoon when the wedded couple had their antics reduced to hand holdings and
cuddles then that Helene spoke.
“Despair not of
me on my actions, my Lord. I have been waiting for some time as you may have
been told. There were lessons taught to me by the ladies servants and tales
being told, I was overjoyed when you were selected. It broke my …virtue and I
am freed.” Helene whispered to him. “I never knew it was so enjoyable.”
“Look, my Lord.
I bled on the sheets. It showed my sincerity and …… desire.”
Gawain could not
reply then for he was fast asleep. He did not get much sleep soon after but
when he do, he was dead to the world of living.
Meanwhile in
Ceredig, Gaheris knelt down before the huge cross that the icon of his faith.
He was introduced to God by the travelling monks and since then had being its
valued follower. Every time he lay the killing blow to a living creature, he
was always asking for forgiveness from God for the kill.
“My son, we do
not kill for fun. We do it out of necessity.” His tutor and friend, the Friar
Tuck told him. The friar was at their village once before when he was just
learning to walk. He had come upon the frail man in the grey frock and offered
him a drink. The man thanked him and told Gaheris that his name as Friar Tuck.
“I held no other
name besides Tuck for I used to tuck a loft of food inside me. It was then but
now I am filled with love and a great faith.” Gaheris had learned his first
written words from the friar and then a deeper understanding of love and
brotherhood. It was then he also followed the older kids in the game of wrestle
and sword playing. He held such talent in his handling of the wooden sword that
the friar told him that he will be an able swordsman.
“There are many
forms of fighting and yours are known as combating. It required close proximity
to fight but in the far forest, I once learned that the combat can be fought
from afar.” It was then Gaheris was taught the art of the bow and arrow. “The
bow is the hand and the arrows the swords but each of these swords held only
one blow or thrust. You missed and you may die. The arrow must be aimed and
released with precision and strength to pierce the target. A low strength arrow
will not stop a charging lion but a well aim and strength pulled arrow can
pierced its skin and flesh to reach the heart and thus killed it.”
“And if the lion
comes near me, I will kill it with my sword.” Gaheris recalled telling the
friar.
“Yes, but if
there were ten lions and one of you, would it not be better to kill nine of
them with arrows and then fight the last one with your sword?” It was that made
Gaheris the better bowman that the others. He was fast to draw and his shots
were well aimed.
“God knows you
have him in your heart as I do in mine.” Gaheris shaken from his memories then
looked up and saw the beautiful lady standing next to him. She was named
Lynette and was the blacksmith’s daughter. She was his age and when they were
young they used to play at the village streets. She was dressed in a simple
tunic with an apron over it, and her hair was tied pony tailed to the rear.
“I am sorry if I
disturbed you.” Lynette continued on. “I was delivering some candlestick
holders to the back.”
“No, Lynette.
You did not. I have been caught up with the village events that I did not see
you before.” Gaheris replied. “Please be seated.”
“I am a simple
village lass while you are now a knight of the round table…” Lynette looked
down at her rough hands. “I can understand …”
“And none would
they understand why I like you.” Gaheris reached for Lynette’s hands. “I am to
be blamed for not looking you up. May we leave for some place more ….suitable
for I doubt God wants to hear us speak of our love here.”
Unknown to the
eyes and ears of the young couple, there was more to one other than God who may
be there. The figure hidden in the dark corner sneaked away but he was
confronted by the friar who had stood there.
“The house of
God needs not the shadow of the dark. Why do you not meet them? Was it shame or
envy?” Friar Tuck then despite his age still stood there with the upright frame
to face one more of his young followers.
“I ..It’s
neither of that. I was just …” Galahad the Short then stammered in his reply.
“I was just about to go.”
“My son, the
past is over. You and him had your battles and he had won. You need to move
on.” Friar Tuck recalled the animosity of the brothers for the love of one. It
was settled then in the secluded forest with Gawain as the mediator. Galahad
lost to his brother then in the fist fight.
“It was an
unfair fight. Gaheris was elder and he…” Galahad voiced up with his voice
breaking. “I …”
“It was a fair
fight and watched by God. He had let the two of you decide. Galahad, remember
1John 4.2 if we do not love our brother whom we have seen, we cannot love God
whom we have not seen.” The friar reminded him of his brotherly love. “Lynette
is of one among the many in the Garden of Eden. Do not succumb to the lust as
was said in 13 of 1 Samuel. That lust created turmoil in the family. Plough
your own not from those in already in your family but outside. Expand your
lineage with new blood.”
Galahad had his
mind shut then and walked off. The friar looked at the man he had nurtured from
young like many of his others, all growing with the same ingredients at the
roots but their branches and leaves were determined by their growth influenced
by other reasons. He prayed every day for them to be good but even among the
sheep they may be one which may turn out to be a wolf.
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