42.
Elizabeth
saw the mob dispersed there, and Victor was walking back to the mansion. He
left Sven to stand guard there. It was the servant’s task. She heard the roar of
one among the mob.
“Monster!”
Elizabeth
sighed. Are we not monsters when we judged another one. Do they see themselves
in the mirror? Their reflection will tell them more of themselves. In her
studies. a monster; they covered that definition many times, an animal or plant of abnormal form or structure, or a strange or
horrible creature and unusually large, or the extremely wicked or cruel person.
If these were definitive, then all of them falls in either one or more of those
perceptions.
“It is nihilism with a chaser of unwelcome
pessimism.” One student once said in the class. The professor who was a staunch
believer in God and member of the Theology Society invited the student into an
hour long of debate, and thus ended with this remark from the student.
“Human
consciousness, is a tragic misstep in evolution. Our consciousness became too
self-aware; like we are apart from our first creation. We had evolved to the
level where we are the creatures that should not exist by natural law.”
“Monster
you meant?” The professor had interjected in many syllables said by the
student. After all, he was the learned one.
“No,
that was not what I meant. Human unlike other living creatures labour under the
illusion of having a self; an accretion of sensory, experience and feeling,
programmed with total assurance that we are each somebody, when in fact
everybody is truly ……. Nobody but a frame of blood and flesh. If we shed those
away, we could …… honourably re-invent our programming, stop reproducing, walk
hand in hand into extinction, one last dusk, brothers and sisters opting out of
a raw deal. Our extinction may end the existence of the monster.” The student
looked to the others. “The world needs good and bad people but among them
monster lived. We cannot keep the other bad men from them but if we cease to
exist., we may.”
“You
are a nihilist …… no, a monster yourself.” The professor had his voice raised.
“You …….”
"I realize that in my life, we love, we hate, we
hold those memory, the pain included with the happiness. If we step above that,
it is all a dream. A dream that we cannot return to, and thus it remained inside
here.” The student motioned to his head. “A locked room. The dream or memories
to many, and in there, exists monsters. Ours.”
"Son, you are one demented child. You must be
ready to ………” The professor looked at the student.
“No, Sir. I am not a son. Medically, I am a she. My
dressing and looks eluded your vision of me.” The student sporting the short
hair hidden by the cap, and loose garb for dressing did hide her body
dimension. “I hold a cunt than a prick like you. And Professor, you elude more
of the nature of the monster in your teaching.”
(Borrowed and adapted the lines from the character
Rust Cohle, True Detective Season 1, 2014).
(https://www.imdb.com/title/tt2356777/quotes/)
“Good day, Professor. May the humankind end soon.
More generations may not have to fell to the obvious violence and degradation then."
That day, the professor lost half his student but
Elizabeth stayed on. She must support the Theology Society existence; monster
they may be but she is one.
“They are leaving. They said there is a monster at
the forest.” Victor stepped into the library. “I need to go there.”
“Why, Victor?” Elizabeth asked.
“I ……. If it is truly a monster, I want to see …….
if it killed William and……”
“Ernest too? You told the Chief Constable, Ernest
died from the fight with the maid.” Elizabeth confronted him.
“No, I did not. I did not say anything. It was Spielsdorf. He
told the Chief Constable. I did not say……”
“Ans
you were there. Youi saw what happened and chose to remain silent. Why?”
Elizabeth asked.
“I……”
Victor found himself at a loss of words.
“You
are expressing deniability, Victor. I could tell.” Elizabeth pressed on. “What
happened there?”
“I am not. Nothing that happened ……” Victor stormed
off leaving Elizabeth with grief.
Grief was the expression on the Chief Constable
mind. He saw the gathered there at the church ground, men, and women with only
one thought in their mind.
Monster.
If all his years of doing the task of enforcement,
the only monster he knew was in existence of another human, with demented
emotions. He recalled the case of
Frederick and Marie Manning conspired to kill Patrick; her ex-lover for financial
gain. they lured him round for dinner, shot him in the back of the head, buried
him under their kitchen floor and fled with his money. His body was eventually
discovered, and Marie and Frederick were apprehended in Edinburgh and Jersey
respectively.
It
was the news then.
“Monster
and Witch, they were.” The headlines screamed then.
“Down
with their heads.” The mobs called out, though they were never to know the dead
or the accused, but who cares. It was to bring out the monster inside them.
Wives were bellowing that mistresses kills.
The
accused were tried and sentenced to death.
(https://www.historyhit.com/the-most-notorious-murders-in-victorian-england/)
Senior
Constable Lestrade, he was not promoted then, indirectly involved in the case;
he lent his legs to patrol the city but it was not solved by him. He did meet a
good man, Charles Dickens whom he shared a drink at the taverns.
“It
was a sight so inconceivably awful as the wickedness and levity of the immense
crowd collected at that execution this morning could be imagined by no man.” Charles;
they were good friends then, told Lestrade. “It shudders me to the bones.”
“Ripped
your innards, huh?” Lestrade had commented. “One day, someone will.”
“Ripper
huh? That will made the news then.” Charles had smiled.
“Chief
Constable, Sir. Do we partake in the search, Sir?” It was the Sergeant who
asked the Chief Constable. The later saw the gleam of the hunt in the other. He
nodded then.
“Leave
the guard detail at the Frankenstein’s mansion. Just in case, someone sneaks
back.”
“Yes,
Sir.” Sergeant O’Reilly commanded the others to follow him.
Spielsdorf met Sven in the corridor.
The later had abandoned his post.
“Why are you here?’ Spielsdorf asked.
“I am to get my extra gun. They are
off to the forest to hunt for a monster. My worry is that it may be Sven.” The
man was concerned on his son. “They are mad. They may shoot before they check.”
“Mother of God ……… please go. You must
find Henry.” Spielsdorf was to stop the man but changed his mind. The concern
of the son was more important. He had seen deserters who left their post for
home. It was punishment by the regiment, but when it was a valid reason, how do
you prevent them from their families. The threat to their families may be
considered as trivial to the regiment but the emotion of the men must be
maintained. If words get out that they were prevented from going home, then the
others may revolt. It was also the other matter if all were to be left to their
emotions, the discipline of the regiment was at stake.
Spielsdorf was not a capable Общий for
that. His officers had taken the task not to inform him of the desertion if
any, and took their own action.
“Общий,
permission to leave?” Sven asked. The ranking Общий nodded.
“I
will take the rear gate. The main gate is still guarded by the Infantry group.”
Sven said. “Take care, Общий. I will …… I may return or if I do not, please
take care of Master Victor.”
“You
will return, Sven. That is an order.” Spielsdorf pulled rank. The later saluted and took off.
Spielsdorf looked to the doorway of
his daughter’s chamber. He knew it was reckless to take Lauren there to
Carmilla’s mansion, but in him, he knew that was the final push to the war he
had waged. Lissa told him to go to the lab, but it had brought him more
hardship. He had a glimpse of the carnage done by the …… creation as described
by Victor on the demon.
“This
is a world where nothing gets solved.” Spielsdorf sighed. (Another line borrowed from True
Detective.) “Unless sacrifices are made. Amen.”
Spielsdorf knew then, he had to leave
with Lauren.
So was Elizabeth, her mind made. My
sanctuary is with my aunt, Elizabeth told herself. Victor was an illusion.
As for Victor, he knew that the
monster was his creation. He had to protect it, or suffered another setback to
his tasks.
“Sire, where are you going?” It was
Silvus. He was there because he had no place to go, and without the coins, he
was lonely.
“Why are you here? Get out.”
“Nowhere to go, Sir. I have nothing. I
heard of the monster calling. Maybe I can help.” Silvus offered his help. I can
divert them when we find ……”
“Silvus, I do not need you. I can. ……”
Victor had a change of mind. Silvus knew too much of nothing, and yet his
babbling could implicate Victor.
“Follow me. You will be …… my aide.”
“Do I get paid?”
“Yes.” Victor nodded. “After we find
the creation.”
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