66.
Love was in the air that
day.
Juliet sat by herself at the
cottage that was once the hideout of Romeo. She slept on the cot that her lover
did, breathing in the scent of him from the bedcovers. She and the friar had
looked everywhere she could think of where Romeo may have hidden, but nothing.
She could not find Lorenzo or Jessica; she had tried the house, but the Judas
family was not there too. The friar then excused himself and took to his own
path.
“Romeo, where art thou?”
Juliet whispered. “I need you.”
“I have to be with you, in
life and death.” Juliet looked at the two bottles of potion that were given to
her by the friar. Her thoughts went deep into her mind.
“Romeo, do you know I am to
fake death so that we can be together? Juliet smiled. “I will drink the poison,
and you will come to rescue me.”
“What if it be a poison which the friar…
subtly has ministered to have me dead?” Juliet
sighed. “Lest in this marriage he will dishonour our
wish.” Juliet having idle thoughts. “God, is it a sin if he does not wed
me before Romeo?”
“I fear it is. Your
servant could be misled by the devil then.” Juliet smiled with the lewd
thought. “A jest it was, God. I will not offend you. The friar is a good
servant. He told me that love was to be pure, and I am still … pure. We had
none yet. But when one is in love… It does happen, but not to me. Not with
anyone and … yet with Romeo. It was tempting, but we did not trip into the
realm of sins. Another jest, God. Please forgive me.”
“We are in love, in this
life, and till death, we will be, and… in one tomb, we shall lie together.
Union in love and even at death, we shall remain as one. I am to be next to
him, or he in me. Just another jest here.”
“Our love, it will be our
declaration of love till death; we shall remain together.” Juliet shuddered in
her thoughts.
“Death…” Juliet looked at
the potion. “I know death redeemed all of us in the end. But for us, we shall
be together.”
Juliet laughed then.
“Life and death? Many a time
we spoke of that among us young. We mock the rituals, and yet we know one day,
we will see the passing of it before us. It does not matter to us. We are in
love with each other.”
“Romeo, if I am to die, let
it be with you. I cannot live on without you, Romeo.” Juliet smiled, and then
with a manly voice, she spoke.
“Silly you. You will not
die. The friar had told me that. I will wake you, my love.” Juliet mimics the
voice of Romeo.
“Yes, Romeo. I will not die
yet. With this potion, I will be denying death, yet… it will be a fake death.
My death will be ……. The fake one will bring you to me.” Juliet looked at the
potion. “The friar said it so. When will I wake up? When is the time you
come to redeem me? Like in Sleeping Beauty. Or was it Snow
White?”
Juliet's thoughts were in a
mix.
“I can do this to avoid the
real death by my own father or even his father. If I do get killed, there
is a fearful point in death; I will be...
be stifled in the vault. It will be the foul mouth
with the foul air breathed in, and there I will
die before my Romeo comes? He may avenge me, or die in the act.
He will be buried, but we are not in one tomb. We will be apart.”
“Damn you, fathers. All we
wanted was to be left alone to love.” Juliet was upset. “Will death satiate
your anger at us in love? Mother, please help me. I hate being dead. What if I
am still alive, not in my body but in my soul? Will I be interned in the vault
by them? The soul lingers on for Romeo.
The horrible conceit of death there with the darkness
together with the terror of the place; Mother… I
fear the dark.” Juliet sighed. She has a night candle lit by her bedside for
that.
“Why must there be a vault
for the dead… … a cold place, the vault; an ancient receptacle
where, for this many hundred years, the bones
of all my buried ancestors have been packed. Why can
we not be buried in the open fields and have the stars shine on us in
darkness?”
“All dead are interned in
the vault, Juliet. They said that, but I want to be free. I do not want to be
interned. I do not want to say here lies Juliet Montague. If I am to be buried,
I want to be next to Romeo Capulet in the fields.”
“The vault it will be!”
Juliet screeched out. “I will not go there. If you put me in the vault, you
fool. I shall not be distraught
with all these hideous fears; instead, I will strike at
thee… my forefathers’ and pluck the mangled bones
from the shroud.”
“Mother, tell them I am not
dead. I am still alive. Tell them please, I await Romeo’s kiss.”
Juliet’s mind fleeted with
ghostly images.
“Oh, God. I am laid in the
Montague’s vault. What if Romeo is a Capulet and cannot get at me? He may be
barred from seeing me. I am then left… undead?” Juliet tears appeared. “I could
die …… I do not want to if I am without Romeo.”
Juliet unclasped her hands
and left them at her waist. Juliet sat up on the cot.
“Why must we be in conflict?
What was there before I was born? Or was it even before my mother’s time? It is
a stupid feud. For that, we are not to mix. Families are meant to be bigger,
and with new members to expand. Yet, we are to remain apart. A city on one, and
divided by family lines.”
“Madness! With
this rage, with thy kinsman’s bone, which I shall use
as a club, shall I dash out their desperate brains?
O look, methinks I see my forefathers; it shall
not shadow my anger. Fools! Let me… not be of a Montague. I would rather die…
and with Romeo, not as Capulet nor Montague, but as myself.”
“Seek me out, Romeo. We
shall be free.” Juliet reached for the potion. “Wake me then with the kiss of
love. Find me quick. I will not be buried in any vault. I will only be in the
vault of our love.”
“Where art thou, Romeo? Give
me my kiss, Romeo. Awake me.”
Awakening was what Shylock
had then when he looked at his daughter seated next to her love. He had not
recovered from his conceded defeat to Bassanio. He was with them at the
warehouse, waiting for the time to board the ship. He was with Leah and Abram. They
had to remain hidden for fear that the Capulet would seek them.
“We all pray for mercy, and
that should teach us all to show mercy.” Those words from Ms. Belmont rang
inside Shylock’s mind. In his life as a trader of money lending, he had to
shelve that, for being merciful was a show of weakness in his tasks. He could
not be seen as merciful, or he would be destroyed then. He had with all his
might enforced it. When he had the appointment of Abram to assist him, he felt
that his merciless acts were less bothersome.
“We have to let her go.” It
was Leah who interrupted his thoughts. “It will be for her own future.”
“I know. It is just that she
will be gone from our life.” Shylock sighed. “I do not……”
“Do or do not; that is not
our decision anymore. It is hers. She could come back one day, or not. We
cannot stop her.” Leah sighed. “What is important is her happiness. We shall
not intrude on that.”
“Well, at least he is a
Jew.” Shylock smiled. He then saw Abram, who was there, hand to his son a bag
of coins. It was not unusual for Shylock to be focused on the exchange. In his
trade, it was his routine.
“The lad will be fine. His
father gives him coins.” Shylock smiled.
“I did too, Jessica. She
will need it there.” Leah smiled.
“You did what?” Shylock was
taken aback by his lover’s generosity. “You……”
“She is our daughter,
miser.” Leah glared at him. “Be content with that.”
“Shylock, I am to go. I got
word that Lord Dante Montague seeks me.” Abram told the other. “Please make
sure they board the ship tonight.”
Shylock nodded.
“Lorenzo, I ……” Jessica held
onto the arms of her lover.
“Call me, Karl. It is my
name now.” Lorenzo patted the hand on his left forearm. “We will be leaving
Genoa and then going to a new life.”
“I was thinking of Juliet. I
wondered how she was faring.”
“Do not be concerned about
her. The Montague protects their clan well. So will be the Capulet. My…
stepfather will make sure Romeo is fine.’
“Why do…. Their love holds
so many barriers? Was the feud that deep that they cannot be together?” Jessica
asked.
“I am…for what I knew, the
feud with the families was there for many years…long before I became a Capulet.
I was not allowed to act on it. Neither will my mother tell me.”
“If only ……” Jessica sighed.
“A kiss will heal it all?”
Lorenzo leaned over to kiss his love. “It will be our way to seal any
discomfort in our life.”
The seal of the lips was not
what Portia expected of her love. She boarded the carriage and watched the
porters place the huge cases onto the wagon behind her carriage. She sighed
that having the first time to move her belongings, it was so troublesome.
The magistrate’s officers
were present there and watched the loading of the belongings. One officer
wanted to check the content, but Portia stopped him.
“On what grounds must I have
the contents checked? Am I a felon form of justice?” Portia asked.
“No, Ms. Belmont. We are ……”
The officer stood back from the cases.
“Then, please step back.” It
was the ‘jury’ Enrico who intercepted the officer. “Ms. Belmont has the right
to her rights.”
The officer stepped back
while the cases were loaded. Portia looked back at her home.
“Do not worry, Portia. I am
still here to manage the estate and the other belongings. Once all is cleared,
I will join you there.” Nerissa held out her hands to Portia in the carriage.
“Please do. And… find
Maurice.” Portia smiled. The carriage and wagon took off. Portia looked
concerned on the journey, and soon they came to their second stop at
Vintimille. The driver of the carriage pulled to the side near Castel d'Appio;
the ancient castle with its remnant of the southern corner wall marked the
perimeter of the former defensive wall.
“We are in France now.” The
driver leaned over to tell Portia.
“Thank you.” Portia
dismounted from the carriage. She admired the five pentagonal towers that
remained visible while within the castle walls, with the remains of the large
cistern, traditionally attributed to Roman times, still preserved.
“How was your ride?” Portia
heard the voice from the left side. She turned and smiled.
“I am relieved we are out of
Italy.” Portia replied. “I do apologize, for I was taken in by the sight.”
“It is fine. Andre here is a
good friend, and he knows his way and how to pack a person into the case.” It
was Jean who said it to her. It was all arranged by him with Andre, whom he
knew as a trader and forwarder. It was all ready until he met Nerissa.
“Hello, Officer Jean. I
heard of your escape. I am here to help.” Nerissa smiled. “You saved me and
Portia from a fate worse than death.”
“I knew Andre here, and by
coincidence, he was to take Portia out of Genoa. Perhaps we can assist you
here. I will have you conceal yourself in one of the huge cases, and there you
will be transported with Portia.”
It was a risky move, and
Jean agreed.
“I will let Portia know of
this. I am sure she will be happier about this.” With that, Nerissa made the
needed arrangement and had Enrico assist in the supervision, for she knew the
magistrate officers were watching the house. It all went smoothly, and soon,
Jean was relieved.
“I would have asked for more
comfort, but a felon like myself, well, we are made to do.” Jean was not
complaining then. He was covered in the case by Portia’s clothes, and they all
smelled nice.
“Well, Officer Jean. You are
out of Italy and… can remain free.” Portia smiled. “It is my repayment to you
for saving me in the house break.”
“I am honoured.” Jean looked
around. It was a new place to him, the city there. “I guess I will be on my
way.”
“Do you have a place to go,
Officer Jean?” Portia asked. The latter shook his head. “Then join me. I am
alone and need a……. man, to protect me.”
“If I may, then, can I ride
in the carriage with you? The journey ahead is still far.” Jean bowed to the
lady.
“Yes, you may.” Portia held
out her right hand to be led to the carriage. Jean took it and held his lips to
the back of the hand.
“I am honoured.” Jean
smiled. “And I will protect you with my life.”
“I am delighted. Shall we
ride on? Or perhaps find a place to rest here first. I am ……” Portia looked
back to the castle. “I do like the seaside.”
“I am at your service, Ms.
Belmont.”
“Portia will do, ……. Jean.”
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